Stuck in my mind
Cant leave the thought of you behind
I'm sinking inside
All I feel is you within me
We are like the golden ratio,
Perfect yet ever disassembled
I tick you
You tick me
We tick each other off
Then try fix each other up
In split seconds, the cycle resumes
It's like splitting the atom
Now the flat line has met us.
The need to stay alive has never been so great!
The need to speak and listen never so strong
But we know this all looks too familiar
Would you prefer rehab?
there are all sorts of alternative medicines here
What? Its not getting any better?
Not that the addiction was any worse
I guess some things are better left tamed than mutilated
So now you're
Stuck in my mind
Can't leave the thought of you behind
I'm sinking inside
All I feel is you within me
Life on earth from the perspective of an ex-mafia arachnid creature from outer space! Ok, the outer space bit is made up..
Sunday, October 27, 2013
Sunday, October 20, 2013
Confessions of a Music Addict
I just packed up my phone with a collection of songs that I had been craving for, for a while.
Some White Stripes, a few Nirvana classics and Smashing Pumpkins hits to name a few.
This was pretty much a result of going on multiple mono-band diets. I needed to break the habit.
It started with the Gorillaz. I munched on those strange Damon Albarn tunes for a couple of months before moving on to the Queens of the Stone Age. With QOTSA, I was looking for something grittier and more (not to sound cliche) Rock and Roll! I obsessed with this band for half a year (if not more). When you’re plugged into a band, it's pretty much like a trance. No other band matters. You hardly notice the months passing by as you ignore every other musician in existence. It’s like falling in love with an art concept.
I was pretty certain QOTSA would never get old in my ears.
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| Queens of the Stone Age |
Then trip hop happened - again. I had a trip hop phase back in 2011. It faded away as soon as I quit my job. Maybe it was a sedative against all the pressure and general glumness of working a 9-5. So it was no coincidence that my trip hop urges resurrected as soon I tripped into another 9 - 5 job.
This time I wasn't into just any trip hop act. I was hungry for a big chunk of Massive Attack music. I had listened to the group's music before and wasn’t really head over heels about it back then which was essentially when I was a teenager with a limited appreciation for music. But since I was suddenly gaining a larger interest in electronic music this year, I decided to get a more determined listen at what Massive Attack’s music was all about. The more I struggled to understand it, the more I wanted to listen to it. The enigma of establishing what drove their music itself was enough to get me hooked. Soon I was singing Massive Attack lyrics in my head and humming to the beats.
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| Massive Attack |
At least this time, I was sure I would get over this particular band fast, if I didn’t crack their structure in a few more months. Their music is experimental but overall, from a bird’s eye point of view, it’s still very monotonous. And I wouldn’t blame them. When you’re in a genre that is that limiting, you can only end up inventing variations of your previous song ideas.
Now I’m kind of glad my mono-band addictions are over. Yes, it is a form of addiction that you will praise until you feel it drag you down. The you just wanna cut loose and listen to anything else. Then everything feels normal again.
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